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Thursday, October 18, 2012

Tanpa Ku Sedari

Hai. Entry kali ini agak pendek. Admin hanya ingin meluangkan masa untuk post sesuatu yang baru untuk tatapan semua. Dalam sekelip mata, semua perkara boleh terjadi. Dari sihat, dengan tiba-tiba kita boleh jadi sakit. Hmm.. Actually, I am bored. I dunno wat to do. Its study week actually. Exam is really near. I  need to buckle up. Despite something bad or good happen, I need to remain focus in my studies. After all, as a student, study is my first priority. I will never neglect my studies. I'll do everything to be on top. Diam tak diam, kita sudah berada di penghujung tahun 2012. Memang cepat masa berlalu. Benarlah apa yang dikata dengan masa berlalu dengan cepat pabila kita sedang berseronok. Begitu banyak perubahan telah berlaku sepanjang 10 bulan ini. Bermula dengan Januari 2012 hinggalah Oktober 2012, bermacam-macam pengalaman telah dirasai. Semuanya berlaku tanpa ku sedari.

Sunday, September 23, 2012

Perdebatan Cemburu.


Seperti biasa saya mulakan penulisan entri dengan lafaz Bismillahirramannirrahim. Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.

Tiba-tiba rasa terdetik di hati untuk menulis soal cemburu. Apa itu cemburu? Kamus Dewan Bahasa dan Pustaka Edisi eempat mentafsirkan cemburu sebagai suatu perasaan iri hati akan seseorang. Perasaan ini termasuklah cemburu akan kejayaan orang lain dan kelebihan individu yang lain.
Perlukah cemburu ini sebenarnya? Berbalik kepada tajuk, di sinilah mulanya perdebatan tentang cemburu.

In my opinion, I do think that jealous is needed in individual’s self. Jealous is a feelings that if you treated it well, it will produce good outcome and vice versa. In my case, I admit that I ever feel jealous with my friends. This happens to me when I am in primary schools. I went to a school where the community speaks good English. At that time, I am weak in English. Very weak. I felt jealousy when my friends spoke English. I could not join because I felt embarrassed.  In order not to be left out, I forced and pushed myself off my limit. I learnt English until I am able to communicate in English with them. This is why jealous is important.

Namun, di sebalik itu, cemburu juga mempunyai sifat buruknya. Cemburu boleh mengakibatkan pelbagai perasaan lain wujud dalam diri. Bermula dengan cemburu, benci dan dendam kesumat boleh tercetus. Tatkala perkara ini terjadi, kita tidak akan dapat bergaul dengan baik dena mesra dengan orang lain. Sifat negatif ini meruntuhkan diri sendiri dan tidak berguna.  Makin besar perasaan dengki dan cemburu yang ada pada seseorang, makin besar pula api kesengsaraan dan kegelisahan jiwa dan perasaannya. Makin lama perasaan ini dipendam dalam jiwa, maka akan makin banyak perubahan-perubahan buruk akan lahir pada tingkah-laku dirinya. Dia akan cenderung untuk mengumpat, merendah-rendahkan serta mengecil-ngecilkan kebolehan dan kejayaan orang lain nescaya lambat laun tembelangnya akan terbuka. Akibatnya dia tidak akan disukai dan digemari di dalam masyarakat pergaulannya.

I want to share another story. This is a true story that I heard myself from my friend. She is a good friend of mine. We did share many stuffs including our problems. One day, she told me, she said that “Aku jealous la. Biasanya dia rapat ma aku tapi sekarang dia macam jauh sudah sama aku.” I replied “ Rileklah. Karang dia balik juga jumpa ko tu.” “Tapi kenapa aku rasa cemburu ah? Dia kawan aku saja pun.” “Mungkin kamu sangat rapat dan bila terjarak sikit rasa lain”. Well, I knew what she was thinking. She was thinking something might go wrong with their relationship. Girls’ friendship is so hard to understand I guess. Haha.
In that situation, it is obvious that my friend was jealous when her own best friend does not talk and mingle with her that day (next day it is back to normal). She was very upset and kept on thinking why why and why. I am sad to see her face. She does not have the energy for the whole day till class ended. Well, I learnt that jealousy is a strong feeling that is hard to deal with.

Terdapat juga cemburu kepada si ‘dia’. Paham-paham sajalah siapa yang dimaksudkan dengan ‘dia’. Kes cemburu ini paling berbahaya. Manusia sanggup berbunuh gara-gara cemburu. Apa yang penting setiap pasangan hendaklah berfikiran dengan lebih terbuka tentang perhubungan mereka. Tak perlu dikongkong buah hati kita. Wajib tahu bahawa hati pasangan kita hanya ada diri kita di dalamnya. Kerana terlebih cemburu, pasangan boleh berpisah. Awas. Jangan sampai perkara ini berlaku.

Ada juga cemburu apabila melihat seseorang boleh melakukan sesuatu yang ekstrem bersama kawan yang lain. Ya. Pasti cemburu itu wujud. When you see that someone is doing something extreme with someone else, you feel like doing it also. Though you say you cant do it, you really wish you can. Envy will surrounds you for sure. You will definitely say “ How I wish to do that too.” No matter how hard to try to do it, you will never do it coz of your own emotions than is fighting in yourself. Akhirnya, terpaksalah kita menelan pahit dan kuatkan jiwa dan raga.
Sebenarnya, kita tidak perlu perasaan cemburu ini. Allah ciptakan kita mempunyai kelebihan dan keistimewaan sendiri. Jika orang lain Berjaya, kita juga boleh berjaya dengan kelebihan yang kita ada. Cuba ubah rasa cemburu kepada sesuatu yang lebih baik. Walau betapa kuat rasa cemburu tersebut, kuatkan lagi perasaan untuk melawan rasa cemburu tersebut. Walaupun adakalanya terpaksa menanggung derita.

Akhir kata, jangan cuba menjadi penyaing yang menyeksa dan menghalang kejayaan orang lain. Belajarlah untuk berfikiran positif dalam semua benda. Allah cintakan umat-Nya yang bersifat penyabar. Sabarlah jika rasa cemburu itu terlalu kuat untuk ditanggung. Dekatkan diri kepada sang pencipta. Jangan kerana cemburu, segalanya binasa. Mungkin masih ada persepsi lain tentang cembur. Inilah namanya “Perdebatan Cemburu”.

Friday, September 21, 2012

Ekspresi wajah tidak pernah menipu.


Apa khabar semua pembaca CeritaKU UntukMU. Nikmatilah sebuah entri hasil nukilan Si Penaip (Admin).

This is a story of me. I want to share this story to all of you out there. Yes. I am not in a good mood. I am fill with all the negative emotions and feelings you can name. From sad, hurt, emotional, angry, desperate, yes, they are somehow what I am dealing with now. One thing for sure, when I am dealing with emotions, I love to play songs that slightly resemble how I feel. Right now, try and read this story while listening to ‘Ayat-ayat Cinta by Rossa’. That’s the song I’m listening to now.

As stated earlier, our facial expression never lies. Memang betul. Wajah merupakan suatu kurniaan Ilahi yang tidak terhingga. Bayangkan sahaja jika insan diciptakan tanpa wajah? Pasti pelik. Wajah atau muka merupakan seri muka bagi setiap individu. Everybody have different face though the twins might have identical appearance.

Kun faya kun. Pasti anda tahu maknanya. Jadilah ia, maka terjadilah. Maha Suci Allah. Cukup besar keagungan Allah. Anggota badan manusia yang lain mampu untuk menipu. Mulut, lidah, tangan, perbuatan semuanya boleh menipu. Of course these body parts can’t lies to God but they can lie in the world. Lying to human beings can be done with these parts. However, our facial expression can’t lies. Satu-satunya bahagian tubuh manusia yang tidak mampu untuk menipu. Wajah dan ekspresinya boleh diumpamakan sebagai dua sahabat karib yang mulia. Mereka berdua tidak pernah menipu. Lihatlah betapa besar kuasa-Nya.

Sebenarnya, admin agak berat hati. Admin tidak ingin keluar dari bilik kerana wajah yang monyok dan memang ketara wajah yang sedih. Tidak dapat dibendung lagi ekspresi terbabit. Teringin rasanya untuk memalsukan wajah tetapi tidak terdaya. Ya, kuasa wajah sememangnya kuat. Apa yang terjadi pada diri ini sebenarnya? Adakah sesuatu yang admin nampak sehingga mampu memberi satu impak maksima? Entahlah. Apa yang pasti, diri ini sedang dilanda keperitan.Tatkala dilanda kesedihan, amat sukar untuk memberi reaksi gembira. Bila gembira, susah untuk tunjuk sedih. Begitulah ekspresi wajah kita. Memang wajah tidak pernah tipu.

You can say through your mouth and lips that you are not having difficulties. You can lie even to your parents with your mouth. But you can lie when your face give the right emotion. Yes you can become fake by pretending. Your facial expression will not be a faker. As for me, it is hard to hide my sad face. I am sad. Sad due to few things. Things that only I faced it. One of them because I am sad for not being able to go home. I want to go home but I can’t. I have activity that I must attend to.

Sedih juga kerana cemburu akan sahabat sendiri. Hhhmmmppp. Perkara yang tidak sepatutnya terjadi bukan. Apakan daya. Allah turut menciptakan manusia dengan perasaan iri hati dan cemburu. Agak sukar untuk memadamkan sifat cemburu kepada sahabat sendiri tapi susah. Amat payah untuk terus berfikir positif. Ibarat hati dihiris pisau. Begitulah peritnya cemburu yang dirasai ini. Kawan sepatutnya untuk semua tetapi entah mengapa yang satu ni tidak semudah yang disangka untuk membiarkannya bergaul dengan orang lain. Terasa seperti ingin mengongkong dirinya walaupun tahu perkara tersebut tidak sepatutnya dilakukan.

I read an article about feelings. Think it will soothe mine. Books can heal. Somehow, it helps. I came across with this line. “A best friend is not about being unseparatable. It is about to have the same relationship after separate for a while”. I stick to this line. I hope that this line is true. Though he is so far away from me now, I can feel that he actually near to me. He is in my heart. Good luck on your journey pal. Your happiness is my happiness too.

Susah untuk kehulu kehilir membawa ekspresi sedih. Untuk hidup, terpaksa jua memikulnya dengan penuh jerih payah. Admin tahu yang setiap manusia pasti diduga. Mungkin ini adalah dugaan buat diri ini. Dugaan tentang aktiviti yang dihadiri. Dugaan terpaksa meninggalkan rumah. Dugaan tentang seorang sahabat. Dugaan perlu ditempuhi dengan semangat waja. Jiwa muda yang masih berkobar dalam diri patut dijadikan pendorong untuk terus bersemangat.



 اللَّهُمَّ إِنِّيْ عَبْدُكَ ابْنُ عَبْدِكَ

ابْنُ أَمَتِكَ نَاصِيَتِيْ بِيَدِكَ مَاضٍ فِيَّ حُكْمُكَ عَدْلٌ

فِيَّ قَضَاؤُكَ أَسْأَلُكَ بِكُلِّ اسْمٍ هُوَ لَكَ

سَمَّيْتَ بِهِ نَفْسَكَ أَوْ عَلَّمْتَهُ أَحَدًا

مِنْ خَلْقِكَ أَوْ أَنْزَلْتَهُ فِيْ كِتَابِكَ

أَوْ اسْتَأْثَرْتَ بِهِ فِيْ عِلْمِ الْغَيْبِ عِنْدَكَ

أَنْ تَجْعَلَ الْقُرْآنَ رَبِيْعَ قَلْبِيْوَنُوْرَ صَدْرِيْ وَجَلاَءَ حُزْنِيْ وَذَهَابَ هَمِّيْ

Ya Allah, sesungguhnya saya adalah hamba-Mu,

putra hamba laki-laki-Mu, putra hamba perempuan-Mu,

ubun-ubunku ada di Tangan-Mu, telah berlalu padaku hukum-Mu,

adil ketentuan-Mu untukku.

Saya meminta kepada-Mu dengan seluruh Nama yang Engkau miliki,

yang Engkau menamakannya untuk Diri-Mu

atau yang Engkau ajarkan kepada seseorang dari makhluk-Mu

atau yang Engkau turunkan dalam kitab-Mu

atau yang Engkau simpan dalam ilmu ghaib yang ada di sisi-Mu.

Jadikanlah Al-Qur`an sebagai musim semi (penyejuk) hatiku

dan cahaya dadaku, pengusir kesedihanku serta penghilang kegundahanku. 

Amin yarabbal alamin. Harap semuanya akan baik sahaja. InsyaAllah. Admin pelajari sesuatu yang penting. Bila sedih, usah sorokkan kesedihan. Sebaiknya tunjukkan sahaja agar lepas beban dalam hati kecil ini. Bila gembira, kongsikan. Perasaan cemburu usah dibawa keterlaluan, kelak akan menghancurkan diri. Sememangnya, ‘Ekspresi wajah tidak pernah menipu’



Thursday, September 20, 2012

Birds of a same feather flocks together.

Good day everyone. Before I go into what I’m gonna talk about, I would like to tell you why I wrote this entry fully in English. It’s easy! I want to change my style of writing! Hehe. Naaa. Actually a friend of mine ( who is really close to me) ask me to write something on my blog in English. That’s why I accept what she asked me to do. Besides, I thought for a while about what she said. It’s a bit boring for readers out there to read my entries in Malay all the time. Plus, it can improve my style of writing in English and can attract foreigners/westerners/native speakers to enjoy reading my blog.  Not to forget even the Malaysians read and understand English too. Go Malaysians!

 So, the title of my entry this time I can say quite interrogating. What does it means by birds of same feather flocks together? Try and guess. This is actually a proverb in English. I never heard this proverb before till I entered my Semester 2 in Degree programme. My lecturer mentioned about it and I can feel something struck me to write about it. Hahaha. Quite normal I guess. You tend to write something that you saw or a thing that made to write bout it.

Cut the fat. Haha. Another English saying that simply means direct to the point.  Birds of a same feather flocks together means something that you say which means people who have similar characters or similar interests will often choose to spend time together (Online Phrases Meaning , 2011). Now you get the definition, it’s time to read more about it based on my perception/stories.  

“ To have a good friend is one of the highest delights in life; to be a good friend is one of the noblest and most difficult undertakings.” – Ralph Waldo Emerson

According to the meaning, it is a group of people with same interest. This happens to me. I am still in higher education. Thus, I am selective with my friends. I don’t really care about the quantity of my friends. I am rather worrying on the quality of my friends. I prefer have 5 best friends rather than 100 acquaintances. The five best friends are the friends that have the similar characteristic with me or those with the best qualities that I want to mingle all the time.

In my college, I can see few cliques that always cling together no matter what. Let me named few of the groups available. There are the effeminate group, the pious group, the bitchy group, the nerd group, the gamers group and so on. Thought if I list all cliques, it will take forever to think. Haha. Well, I lie in the hyper group. It is a group where all my best friends are really crazy like. We are somehow outspoken and we do have similar interest. Haha.

My best friends including myself love to gossips. Hahaha. Who doesn’t right? Everybody gossips. We also love shopping and spend money on entertainment which includes fancy meals, movie ticket and branded attire. Haha. More like bitchy now huh? Well, we are not bitchy for sure. All of us still take good care of our personal well beings. Hoho. Thats why we are same birds who flocks together. It is because, we spend most of our time together. In class, on phone and hostel. We are not anti-socialising people but we prefer to stick together as a team. When we stick together, we will feel stronger gutsy. Besides, we share the same interest. How can you expect people who are devoted to God to mingle well with us? They do not love gossips BUT, they GOSSIPS among their cliques. And that’s not a lie.

Enough about my group lets move on to the pious cliques. They too cling among themselves too. Why? Same reason. They have the same characteristics and have similar interest. Neither being cynical nor sceptical, it is obvious that they are close with people with their similarities. May be it’s because they know that they have this knowledge, hence they clique with people who have the knowledge as well. They do not really care on other group and worst scenario is, they MOCK other group of people. I will explain more on this kind of group in my other entry. Will tell you which post it will be. Hehe. But, I can promise you this now, the post will be super boiling steaming sizzling hot. Hahaha. I can feel people reading it will feel the heat. Hehehe. Even myself can feel the heat it produce.

Think that is all I want to talk. If I want to continue explaining on more groups, this will be a never ending post. Your eyes will be tired of reading such a mega long entry. What I want to stress on is that, people clique to the group of people they are comfortable with. Why close to people who stresses you and do not care about you? Think it is a good idea to become close to people who really understand us. That is why we clique to people who we know have similarities with us. No purpose of becoming a member of group who make we feel down. Though not mingle with other group will be such a mistake, it is the best idea to be with our best buddies as the saying goes, “Birds of a same feathers flocks together.”
 

Sunday, September 16, 2012

Jagalah Diri

Lirik Lagu Jagalah Diri - Jaclyn Victor

Mata kau berhenti menangis
Jemari kesat ke pipi
Hati cukuplah dirasuk sedih
Kerana kau takkan kembali

Takdir mengubah hubungan kita
Dia padam dari jaga
Bicara hanyalah dalam doa
Yang dipanjat pada yang Esa

Ya Tuhanku
Jagalah diri ini menempuh
Hidup sepi tabah menerima takdir

Ya Tuhanku
Ketemukanlah kami berdua nanti
Hingga itu ku mohon kau
Jagalah dirinya

Jiwa walaupun terpisah jua
Selalu pergi dengan-Nya
Sisa yang masih ada di sini
Ku bertaut ke nafas terakhir

Ya Tuhanku
Jagalah diri ini menempuh
Hidup sepi tabah menerima takdir

Ya Tuhanku
Ketemukanlah kami berdua nanti
Hingga itu ku mohon kau
Jagalah dirinya

Hingga itu ku mohon kau
Jagalah dirinya
Jagalah dirinya